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I always appreciate when a song describes what I am feeling, puts my thoughts in context and helps me understand why I feel this way. I have spent the last few days looking for a song to do just this and have failed to find one. I need a song with lots of string and percussion. So much noise it is hard to get through to the message. Although it can't have an overwhelming cadence, one that take me to the point of annoyance. I need a song that will bring peace to my thoughts. A stillness to the current negativity in my head. I need reassurance I won't have to put myself back together. I don't want that.